The Corporation has been putting me under so much stress lately that I am moving back instead of forward. It is harassing, and my doctor said to tell them so and that he is concerned about the levels of stress they are placing upon me.

The journey is not over.

I have put in to adopt a lhasa apso. I think it would be good for me to have some company, especially now that I forgot Buddy in FL; my mom is taking care of her. And it would also be good for the lhasa apso to have a home of her own.

I am going to make some changes; slowly but steady. I have to learn how to live with this, so that I don’t end up here again. I have to learn how to control it, instead of it controlling me.

Whatever it takes.