Finally realized that I am once again trying to make things better by buying things. That doesn’t work so well. I have only bought a laptop (order which I cancelled), a cell phone, groceries, and … that’s it actually.

That’s a big improvement for me. Except that I have been feeling so crappy. And I feel so sick. And I have a rash on my arm as a result of my new pill (I know, TMI).

Even while I am out, the Corporation is driving me crazy, and killing me. Why don’t they understand I am just trying to get better?