Went to FL for a few days. Sorry girls, for not telling you I was there; I was just trying to get away from everything. It worked, but only for as long as I was there.

Classes started on Thursday, though I don’t have one until Tuesday night. I have decided to give it a shot; I have nothing to lose. If I don’t start feeling better soon, I don’t know what I am going to do. I have a cold to boost. In any case, I guess I should begin thinking about my strategy.

I have been having nightmares, except they are not scary until I wake up. The realization of the composition of the dream is the scary part. For instance, what was “Suki”, the Gilmore Girls character doing at church with me? Or, why did I keep thinking that I was driving 6-8 hours west to TX to go to church? I haven’t been to church in years, much less driven 6-8 hours to go. But, even worse, I live in TX! … There was even more, but I really don’t want to think about it.

I keep moving. Time keeps on ticking. But, am I really getting somewhere?