I believe to have reached the edge. I thought I had back in 2002, but I just learned today that I could have gone beyond that point. And the scary thing is that I know this edge is not that of a cliff. This edge is just another step into the void; I can go further. The only problem: I don’t want to find my limit.

In the next few weeks, I have to make a decision that may follow me – not in a positive manner – for the rest of my life. However, it is a decision I must make. My choice will say more about my strength than my weakness, but that’s not how the world will see it – and I know it.

The question now: Am I strong enough?