Today I felt like a kid who had just seen Santa Clause. I guess it was because I had waited for so long to see him. I was actually starting to think that I’d never see him again. His voice made my heart jump and when I saw him I just couldn’t stop myself from sheepishly smiling. Though maybe it was more happily than sheepishly smiling. In any case, I wasn’t smiling at him because… well, because of circumstances. I don’t have to relate every single detail. Anyway, I wanted to know how I felt, and now I know.

I feel funny. But it’s a good feeling. smile