Well, I must admit that I have been considering something for a few days, weeks, months….

For the first time in a long time I actually like someone. And for the first time in a long time, I am scared out of my skin. I don’t know anything when he is around, not even my name. But worse is that I think the reason is that I am afraid of getting to know him. I like him, but I think that I don’t want to know him, find out that he’s a great guy, and lose it all.

I don’t know how to explain…. I don’t know what I’m gonna do, but I’ll probably tell something if there is anything to tell. wink