Do I “ask again”? I just don’t know what to think any more (yeah, split into two words). Too much input and too little input all at once. So, I really like him, and I am very serious about it all (I know what it all entails and I want the whole package, I want the whole thing; even if some can’t understand why. This is what feels right for me; this is what fits), but … I don’t know what to do about it. I mean, I know what I have to do, but I don’t know how to make it happen, in an acceptable manner. SO, another night that I go to bed confused – or at least pondering the answers.