… well, as usual, thinking.

I was thinking about asking someone out… again. I just don’t know how to get it through to him anymore. He is so smart, but – in this case – really dense. I guess it’s kinda hard to conceptualize. It’s not like we are talking about philosophy or politics; no, the talk would be much more careful, and far more intense. But I can’t speak for him, can I?

I just don’t know what to say to him. But I have been thinking about a few things. How about these:

1. me: “I am so nervous.” him:”’bout what?” me: “you, of course.”
2. me: “you know I don’t know what else to say to this man to make him realize how serious I am about him.” him: “so, who’s this guy?”
3. him: “so, are you dating anyone?” me: “no, but there is this guy who has to be a real idiot, because he just doesn’t get it.” him: “wow, what a waste.” me: “you think, so what’re you going to do about it?”
4. me: “you know what? I just don’t know how someone as smart as you hasn’t noticed that I am crazy about you; and that there is no possible argument that could change that. I just give up.”

Well, those are just some of the many, but I can’t remember them all right now. You know, it’d be nice if he came to visit my page. Then maybe he would realize that what he’s been thinking is a dream is real. And believe me, it’s very real. NOW, OPEN YOUR EYES AND CALL ME!