Well, since IE decided to freeze when I was just about to publish today’s clip, I am going to forego it.

It was about how hard it is for me to ask for help, get help, and use help. I am just too self-sufficient; and I have found over the past couple weeks, that that sucks.

I am just sitting here waiting to leave Chicago. Waiting to see what happens. Waiting to see if I can live with my decision to leave. Waiting to see if I don’t regret it forever. Waiting to see how long I can go needing someone else’s help before I go completely insane.

In summary, I am not good at waiting or being helped, or even asking for help. And I hate it!