by | May 1, 2007 | Recovered, Venting

I am having a bad day. I am just overwhelmed by anything. I canā€™t seem to get out of one problem to get into another, and every person I have spoken to today has just added unto that. I would think they want me to stay like this; donā€™t they understand?! It all sucks....

In the mirror…

by | Apr 29, 2007 | Recovered, Venting

If who I see in the mirror is who I am, then who was I when there was someone else there looking back? I donā€™t even look like a semblance of myself, not even a bit like me. But I look like I feel: empty, withdrawn and washed out.But if that is I in the mirror, if that...

How is it possible…

by | Apr 29, 2007 | Recovered, Venting

[Formerly Showing a YouTube Video, since removed.] I watch this, and I am saddened. I watch, and I worry. The people there donā€™t seem to grasp how important the glaciers are, how much we rely on them. The glacier melts, and they think itā€™s fun. Is there no hopeā€¦? More...

Just Here

by | Apr 29, 2007 | Recovered, Venting

I am just here: thinking of what itā€™s all about, what itā€™s all worth it. Is it worth it? I feel like I wasted my time in Chicago, because: 1) no one will give me job were I can live to my full potential; 2) I wouldnā€™t dare apply to one of the Top 20s again; 3) I donā€™t...