by Christina | Oct 23, 2003 | Uncategorized
I am tired, and I am writing here because I am too lazy to put my computer in my locker and walk across the quad to go eat at Bartlett (yuck! no other choice). At the same time, I am working on a paper, but (stupid me) I forgot to bring the main article, and the fact...
by Christina | Oct 19, 2003 | Uncategorized
… at least not for the wrong ones. So, there’s a lot on my mind since a few weeks ago. I have been seriously think about the future. And by that I don’t mean 10 years from now, but 10 months ago, when I may have passed up on something great....
by Christina | Oct 17, 2003 | Uncategorized
…But I call it reality. For as long as I can remember, I have been telling myself that I was meant to be alone forever. This may seem awkward to you, but to me it’s all I know, being alone. I was born alone, I have lived alone, and I will probably die...
by Christina | Oct 16, 2003 | Writings
Always build on the rock, so your house will not be washed away with the sand, right? Does anybody pay attention to that anymore? Solid foundations? For instance, take the University’s network. Supposed to be the most secure network in Hyde Park, but you know...
by Christina | Oct 15, 2003 | Uncategorized
Okay, this is supposed to be my horoscope for today! If your future with a certain person has seemed a little confusing lately, to say the least, you may find things changing for the better. Today brings the dawning of a sense of clarity and understanding. You now...
by Christina | Oct 14, 2003 | Uncategorized
Well… that is not quite the question. Thing is, Frank thinks that I am in love with him (not Frank! You know who I mean…). Anyway, I don’t think so. Frank says I am lying to myself, but I don’t see why I should have to lie; there is nothing...
by Christina | Oct 13, 2003 | Uncategorized
Do I “ask again”? I just don’t know what to think any more (yeah, split into two words). Too much input and too little input all at once. So, I really like him, and I am very serious about it all (I know what it all entails and I want the whole...
by Christina | Oct 12, 2003 | Uncategorized
So, I went to work today – I was kinda late. I survived, sort of. I was really tired towards the late afternoon. Probably because of all the crappy sleep and no food I’ve been having. Anyway, I came home; talk to a friend online; and went to DOC to see X2....
by Christina | Oct 11, 2003 | Uncategorized
I just finished making changes to my blog design, and you won’t be having to adjust again for a while. Also, today’s first post should hint at the fact that I’ll be less of a pain in the ass than I have been for the past few days, because I’m...
by Christina | Oct 11, 2003 | Uncategorized
That morning is planted in my mind as if it had been today’s. I remember it often, usually with great hurt. Sometimes, I can’t help but cry; there’s still inside me a little nine year old who cannot understand. I was talking to my grandmother today,...
